To Joy & To Ponder.
Fadilah Hamid, or affectionately referred to as Dee, just dropped a huge bombshell surprise on me while chatting on facebook. After months/years of no news, she finally came up with a good one. Hahahsgshg!.
She's going to be engaged soon and invited me for the occasion.
Wow what a surprise.
20.
I'm twenty, and that question never even crossed my mind. Ok, actually it did, but for purely egoman reasons, I just shrugged off the whole thoughts.
I've still have got to complete my NS, and resume my studies and subsequently find a career in a field which I've yet to made a clear stand on.
Ok, I admit, I'm pretty much messed/fcuked up.
And here we have Fadilah, and I picture her running slow-mo in an open field full of blooming daisies, with golden sun shining upon her hair and wind just a subtle breeze; metaphorically making everything a breeze in life..
Anyhoos, I would like to congratulate her for her upcoming engagement to Mr__________.
Ok,I find it extremely rude to put his name as a blank. But what to do, I really dont have a clue. Just have to wait for the invitation card in the mail then ;)
Oh, and she threatened to severe friendship ties in the event that I don't turn up for the occasion. Hahahsg. Don't worry Dee, I will, Insya'Allah.
Moving on,
I've been making lots of reflections lately, as I stare into blank space during work breaks, wake up time while lying on the bed, and of course, in the magical toilet room.
Ok, maybe I shan't write it here. I'm bad at translating emotions into words.
Aquarius babies are known to be expressive in terms of creativity but inexpressive in terms of true emotions.
But still to sum it up, I think I've broken too many promises. I'm going to unintentionally break one more soon.
